Here In the Shadows
Here in the shadows...
longing for the sunlight on my face
knowing that if I am to feel its warmth
I must face my truth and come forth from the darkness into the light
Long ago, you released me
to a world you didn't know.
Was good-bye bitter-sweet?
How did it feel to let me go?
Did you feel the slightest twinge of pain
or did I simply wash away
with the falling of the rain?
Have you held a special place for me
somewhere inside your heart?
Are there ever times,
even now and then,
when you wish we didn't part?
Have you ever tried to reach for me
in times of joy or pain?
In a fleeting thought, perhaps,
or a sentimental dream?
I've tried to deny this shadow
and yet it still remains.
Each time I gaze into the mirror
you stare back at me again.
Discover
Accept
Surrender
Forgive
Release

If you bring forth what is within you, it will heal you.
And if you do not bring forth what is within you, it will destroy you.

 
- From the Gospel of St. Thomas
Created May 5, 2001 ~ Last Updated September 4, 2006
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